HATE THIS PART!!

hurmm.. hye... actually i dun no wat to say ryte now... i'm thinking a lot of thing.... n ape yang ku pk kan 2 sangat membebankan kepala nie... i still dunno wat i've done.. wat i'm doing... wat i've been choose...i really dun no.. God!! please help me.. :(

kekadang ku pk balik ku da wat satu keputusan yang salah.... keputusan yang xsepatutnya ku ambil... ku tahu apa risiko yang bakal ku tanggung... tapi.. i can't take it back wat i've said.. ryte??

i was thought that i can throw him out of my mind... but i couldn't... coz my heart still with him...i still love him.!!

n now i feel guilty 2 sum1 who loves me...i noe that i shouldn't do this to him... it doesn't fair to him ryte?? what can i do..?? i really hate this part in my life!!

sumtimes i was thought that bunuh diri boleh selesaikan masalah ku... at least ku boleh lari dari semua masalah yang semakin complicated nie...nothing can bothering me... i want my life become easier.. not complicated..! it was sucks u noe!! hurm...

n now.. i realised that we can't run from the problem that we've been create.. we have to solve it no matter it is... for sure la ambil masa yang lama n may b it's hurt... tapi.. nak xnak ku kena jugak selesaikan semuanya.. kan.??

full of loves: